Should I be embarrassed about being seen as a gay crossdresser?
I sure am, I’m supposed to be a strong, masculine big man….but instead I’m a dainty little feminine sissy longing to be sitting on daddies lap after a spanking and a foot tickling, dressed in my panties and bra and with makeup like a good little girl with a girly hairstyle. I’m not fit to reproduce, I failed as a man and I failed at at being straight and I’m afraid everyone I know knows it and haven’t told me. Like I’m some big joke. It does make me so exited to be humiliated and emasculated like that though. To fail as a man and be told it by others makes my tummy have butterfly’s. I love being told I’m gay and will always be Gay! 💖🏳️🌈💖