Therapy session update

 It’s now no longer us talking about the issues what I started therapy for but full blown my homosexuality past experiences, my transgender identity and what I want for the future. Talking about my past where when I was 14-16 I purposely lost playing against my friend playing video games, letting whoever won do what they wanted to the loser,  and getting him to tickle my barefeet. I did this by winning once and tickling him and that gave him a taste of wanting to win, beating me easily and filling the future of every time I came over to his house, getting my socks stripped off me, him sitting on top of my legs and tickling my little feet as i buckled and bounced and giggled pathetically. 


He would do it even if we weren’t playing video games, if I was in the way or if he simply wanted to, asking his mum to come in and watch him tickle my soft little soles and toes as I giggled and begged, his mum laughing too before going back into the other room. It was all so humiliating and pathetic and I loved it all. Talking about it brought back so many memories of my defeat and becoming a loser for another boy who could make me submit so easily. 


A comment on the last post made me remember I did crossdress in a session with my last therapist which I’ll tell in the future. 

More pics, stories or captions coming soon ~ 

Comments

  1. sissyfaggy aka faggycow20 July 2023 at 23:30

    oh dallin i know what you mean about being under younger boys i just had a flash of memories and maybe that was when it all started xo

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